Thursday, March 06, 2014

Why I am blogging again

I have realized what a boring person I have become after reading my past blogs. I had blogged about small things that made my life worth living. Which I guess still exist but over powered by the so called mundane major part.

Looking back at some of Teju's videos has brought about a fresh change. I think I should start to blog or rather keep log of my life's small things. Well to start again I thought I will post Teju's welcome address at his school annual day program. A very proud moment for me mostly because when I saw for the first time children anchoring sports meet and annual day at his school it was so new to me. In my school only teachers do that part. That first time when I heard a kid announce/ speak I wanted Tejas to be standing there and doing it someday. That happened this year 2014.

Felt like I have achieved something personally. But on the contrary I sometimes feel that I am competing to be a good mother with someone whom I dont know but is better than me. Why do mother's have this pressure to make their child into something. Well, I was an average student all through out my school days but I figured what works for me and I have been quite happy the way my career has shaped. I tell people that I don't have IIT dreams or medical dreams for my son. I just want him to do whatever he does with excellence. But I am pushy sometimes. Need to ponder on this unknown/ non-existent mother who seem to be my competition always.

Anyway here's the video. 




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