Friday, July 22, 2005

weird dreams continue....

ok. This is a dream which i had the day before y'day. Vaguely remember the dream starting like this.... My husband and I went on a honey moon to srilanka... so that was the place where I was in my dream. But it just din't look like srilanka... subconsciously (in my dream) I felt that place was srilanka. We were staying in a hotel very close to the beach. so close that actually u step out of the boat it is the backyard of your alloted room. Suddenly we had t vacate the room and we left all our bag and baggaes and started to row towards the otherside of the shore. My husband after reaching the shore complains "how can u forget our baggages go get it... so I rowed back to the srilankan hotel or rather the resort to get our stuff... but the room which we were staying in has been rented out to someother couple. I ask their permission to get my stuff and packed everything and left to where my husband was standing. ofcourse rowing all by myself.

Now the shore looked very different from what i saw before... but it just blended in. It looked more like an elephant camp where unwanted elephants were shot down... My husband and I suddenly realised that our pet elephant which we actually took along to srilanka is one among the elephant which are lined to be killed. My pet elephants name is "Chidambaram" (I real don't know what kind of pet name that is and that too for an animal like elephant) So this is the scene... A lot of elephants keep running put of fear to be killed and their is this lady who's got the revolver pointed at the elephant... but u know what she is just some kind of sadistic pleassure but giving a physco terror to those elephants. Finally I reach the spot and start shouting for my pet "Chidambaram" and their came my pet with all tear and terror filled eyes. He hugs me with his trunk and I ask him to give a hug to my husband and my kid(I actually don't have one now, but expecting) chidambaram hugged us with so much love and again he ran into the jungle knowing he would be killed. How mean of me I let him go in. But i was feeling heavy.

I woke up. That poor fellow chidambaram's face is still in my mind.