adventurous and rewarding dream....

Ok where do i start i erally don't know. 'cos i don't know the beginning. All I cud remember was I was running with a 20rs note in my hand. and i knew where i was going. It was a part of a major witness for some criminal bribery case. If the number in the bill matches the number in the money which was bribed then someone (not sure who) a bigshot would be proved guilty. So I was running fast because the court wass in the verge of acquitting this person and landed up on time to prove him guilty. While i was running to the court that 20rs bill fell on a drainage and i think i got down the drainage to get it. Finally after all the court thing was over. Of course my timely evidence saves the day. I'm kind of surrounded with my relatives who start to appreciate me for being so brave or rather becoming popular by doing this. while we were talking a 5rs note goes and falls inside the drainage i jump immediately to take that. one of my unc says you have become so brave... I reply him in a jocular way no ihave experience jumping into drainage and he laughs. and their ends my dream... silly eh ;)

weird dreams continue....

ok. This is a dream which i had the day before y'day. Vaguely remember the dream starting like this.... My husband and I went on a honey moon to srilanka... so that was the place where I was in my dream. But it just din't look like srilanka... subconsciously (in my dream) I felt that place was srilanka. We were staying in a hotel very close to the beach. so close that actually u step out of the boat it is the backyard of your alloted room. Suddenly we had t vacate the room and we left all our bag and baggaes and started to row towards the otherside of the shore. My husband after reaching the shore complains "how can u forget our baggages go get it... so I rowed back to the srilankan hotel or rather the resort to get our stuff... but the room which we were staying in has been rented out to someother couple. I ask their permission to get my stuff and packed everything and left to where my husband was standing. ofcourse rowing all by myself.

Now the shore looked very different from what i saw before... but it just blended in. It looked more like an elephant camp where unwanted elephants were shot down... My husband and I suddenly realised that our pet elephant which we actually took along to srilanka is one among the elephant which are lined to be killed. My pet elephants name is "Chidambaram" (I real don't know what kind of pet name that is and that too for an animal like elephant) So this is the scene... A lot of elephants keep running put of fear to be killed and their is this lady who's got the revolver pointed at the elephant... but u know what she is just some kind of sadistic pleassure but giving a physco terror to those elephants. Finally I reach the spot and start shouting for my pet "Chidambaram" and their came my pet with all tear and terror filled eyes. He hugs me with his trunk and I ask him to give a hug to my husband and my kid(I actually don't have one now, but expecting) chidambaram hugged us with so much love and again he ran into the jungle knowing he would be killed. How mean of me I let him go in. But i was feeling heavy.

I woke up. That poor fellow chidambaram's face is still in my mind.

Unlike my prev blog....

Well I'm kind of absolutely feeling normal and good. It is really funny to be a human. Ain't it. Nothing comes from within you. Everything seems to be driven from outside. Like you get excited when someone compliments u for a work or ur dress and if somebody criticizes u for the same work or dress u get putoff badly. Why does that happen?

Which of my the feeling belongs to me. nothing actually. will continue later....

And gayathri it was not you whom my prev blog was targeted at. :)

Well... here goes my second. today i feel like writing about relationships. Are we behaving rudely with people. or do they irk us to behave so????

I really don't know. Why is that sometime when we see some people we cud feel our blood boiling literally. Is there a way i can come over it?

If u succeed in doing that tell me how. can't tell anything more really otherwise wud end up looking like my personal diary on that web. Which i have consciously decided not to be.

The nightmare in vallalar street...

Hi all.

I've never wrote a blog before. Was just inspired by reading a friend's blog. Lemme see if i use this actively. If no then it falls into my inefficiency basket which is aready loaded with a lot of things I have initiated but never continued to do like my morning walks, cooking, etc etc.

I have decided not to use this as my personal diary on the web but... kinda use it just write whatever i feel like writing which might not be on any interest to others.

Well to start with. I have this funny problem I dream all night. Sometimes when i get uo it feels like I have never slept at all.

Nightmare in vallalar street... well thatz the name of the street where i live :)
Oh man this dream was so real. Felt like i was in mid of some strange place which had a durty pond suddenly out of the darkness from that dirty pond leaped a Frog. Should be as big as a cat but in a frog shape. I could remember that frog had a wicked frog face like the fairy tale animals... and it just jumped over me... I was s*** scared i jumped out screaming and woke my husband also. He was horrified. he cud'nt guess what happened he came near me and I promplty still in the trasition between my dream and real life said " stop there don't come here their is a big frog" and in seconds i realised it was just a dream... but my hubby was still struck in that haunted scream and the horrible look which i was still holding... poor he. Had to put him in sleep and then i slept. Well that was not the end... slept again and dreamt again :)

I always had wired completely unrealistic, unrelated dreams... I wonder if their interpretations are true....?